Waiting in the darkness until the earth begins to spin
Caught up in the madness everything's a sin
Exhausted by the sadness
I hold my head for a final scream
Tasting loves blandness
Wake me if this is just a dream

Murder and rapes how much more can I take
Before the tragedies start to burn me?
Confused and misused how long 'til I abuse
Shoot me down for sanity's sake

Lost in the badness always searching for the door
Controlled by the deafness of societies government whores.
Just call me your highness, as my touch will
seduce you to tears
Approach me with blindness and surrender
to me your fears.

Trust and mistrust are always getting in the way
Giving me useless friction
You're a liar and a saint
You are a God a contradiction
Its my mind that is going to pay

Lay down in the bleakness as its the only serenity I know
Show me your weakness, so I can destroy you as a whole
Love me and my goodness, for it is a mask that was shattered
Give me your soul as mine is torn and ripped and battered

Wickedness and deceit is only for me as you don't know my evil survival
Taste my twisted plan
Stand then back down, see me as your savior ...Or die a broken man
Just close your eyes to the justice, as there is nothing to see
Cry for the masses as they chose to live in religious reality
Take off your glasses so I can show you insanities remains
Bow deeply to the goddess as it is survival of the game.
And you lost

7-2-99 Dawn